Alright... enough!

I am going to stop being so insanely sad and start being me again. Not fake me, but really me... Starting right now. no more crazy false happiness and no more pretending to be happy when I am sad. You will see me and only me. take it or leave it.

My poor heart...

Recently events in my life have changed my way of thinking. ... I do not want what I thought was good for me, and changing my thinking is something that has been really hard..... especially realizing that what I thought was good enough for me wasn't good at all... not making any sense?? GOOD!!!


All I know for sure is that I am loved by some very amazing people... and for now, that is enough....

Thanks for the love... thanks for being my friend... I thank Heavenly Father for the people he sends into my life..daily..

Merry Christmas!!

For Christmas I am inviting you to all come to the knitting factory and go Salsa Dancing for free!!! On January 10th it is Salsa night and I have tons of tickets to give away. Come have fun and use all the Zumba skills you have been practicing... See me for tickets. You can have as many as you will use...See you there!!

Little one...

The other night I was suddenly woken up by the sweetest face. It was my three year old. With his angelic little voice he said, "mommy, read". So, at three in the morning we snuggled up in his blanket and read christmas stories and drank Hot chocolate. He was so cute, and in the morning I got to take these pictures...

Happiness on the horizon...

I think this new year will bring with it all different kinds of happiness and I am excited for it to begin. I am thrilled for Christmas to come so I can have another chance to teach my children to choose a better path. I am happy for a fresh beginning and a different set of choices. New year = new adventures with my family!!

Thanksgiving fun!

This Thanksgiving we filled our house with family.... We had so much fun. There was great food and funny conversaton. It was a great time.

My sisters and cousins all posed for me. Theyare very photogenic.