This is one of the reasons why
I really did. I went to his apartment for a week until he asked me out and I would bother him with e mails and wait at his apartment until he got home. I really picked him to be my true love. He was so innocent and cute and funny. I really love him and I need to remember that little guy that I picked is still in there somewhere. He just grew up a little. Life changes and it changes you right along with it. I am sure I am not the girl he married. I hope I am better in most ways. I am sure I'm worse in some ways (hopefully not too many) that are really grinding for him. I just hope he will take the good with the bad and we can develop better selves. I love my main sqeeze and I know he loves me.... I just hope he knows how much!! I love You Baby!!